Maybe a birthday gift...

There are rumors that agencies are expecting referrals and LOA's on Monday.  Monday just happens to be my 35th birthday.  I think getting my LOA would be a fantabulous birthday gift!

There is a yahoo group for families who have adopted from the orphanage where Emma is.  A family was able to visit the orphanage in January and posted TONS of pictures.  I have spent days pouring over these pictures and comparing them to the ones I have trying to see if I can pick her out.  Talk about a tough job!  My friend Sydney and I looked at them together tonight and are pretty convinced that every baby in the room looked like Emma in one way or another, but we never saw one that we were sure was her.  It's so ahrd to tell.  I could tell by the pictures that the babies are well cared for and loved.  What a comfort!

I am praying for my baby girl tonight...for her health and that the Lord would be preparing her heart to bond with mine...that she would know when we meet that I am there to love her, care for her, provide for her...for the rest of her life. Baby girl...Momma loves you!  It won't be long until I can hold you in my arms!