The calm...

It's 5 am.  All the children's files have been sent...and some have been locked...hopefully some for me!  I anticipate a phone call in the morning...but for now, there is a calm.  A time to pray that the Lord will fullfill the desire of my heart to be a momma...that there is a baby within those files that is not only a match for me...but the best match for me. 

When I first started this process - over 4 years ago - and began seeing Emma as a little girl with black hair and almond eyes, I found a baby name book that gave a Bible verse for each name.  Emma's seemed perfect...

"Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours."
Matthew 11:24 

I believe fully that the Lord has placed this desire to be a momma in my heart...and I trust Him to fulfill that desire! 



And so...I am nesting...laundry, dishes, toilets scrubbed...maybe I should nest more often!

I will post with more news sometime tomorrow...