Sunday, August 24, 2008

Wonder what it means?

I have had these moments before and every time, they nearly bowl me over. Tonight, I am struck by feelings about my daughter...not just the every day feelings I have when I think of her, but overwhelming feelings of closeness and also longing. It always makes me wonder if that means maybe her heart just began beating, maybe she was just born, maybe she's lonely and crying for the Momma she is longing for, or maybe, just maybe, tomorrow will be the day I see her face for the first time...

1 comment:

tammy51262 said...


I had the same thoughts about my Meisha and I would dream about her about 3 months before we got her I actually saw her in my dreams.