Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Clarification

I have been blessed by your kind thoughts, prayers, comments, and emails after my "disappointing" post.  I wanted to let you know that I am not giving up on China at all...just feeling a little unsettled.  I could certainly chalk that up to the after-effects of anesthesia and pain meds. 

I am healing just fine...preparing to go back to school on Monday - longing for a routine again!  Just had my dinner...a piece of deli ham and a slice of cheese rolled up.  Unbelievable how quickly I get full.  It's a little frustrating to rid myself of the old habits - emotion, boredom, and habit eating.  Eating just doen't have the same "comfort" anymore...I guess that's the point of the surgery.

2 comments:

The Raudenbush Family said...

I'm counting on you not giving up! It's all just part of the process--God better preparing you for the day He will reveal His plan to you. Hang in there...with your slice of deli meat and cheese...oh boy, yum.
Kelly

Becky said...

I cannot waiting to see where God is leading you - and one day, a picture of your Emma. I love the song 'While I'm Waiting' by John Waller. By the way, I have a precious daughter who is also waiting.....